Today, first time after a long time, I felt jealous. You said that name, and something more, You had right to speak your mind, You are free to like anyone you want, I know, you like many more, not just her, but still… I felt jealous. Why am I not enough? because I won’t commit? because I will not spell it out in front of everyone? because you can’t see beyond my shell, because I have no courage to express,