Today, first time after a long time,
I felt jealous.
You said that name, and something more,
You had right to speak your mind,
You are free to like anyone you want,
I know, you like many more, not just her,
but still…
I felt jealous.
Why am I not enough? because I won’t commit?
because I will not spell it out in front of everyone?
because you can’t see beyond my shell,
because I have no courage to express,
You didn’t take my name,
I felt jealous
It’s a strange feeling, pain in part of my heart I didn’t know existed,
I didn’t want to talk to you for days,
I wanted to go back in time and not know you all these years,
I didn’t want to feel this way,
but you didn’t stop,
you kept talk about others
and I felt jealous.
